December 14th, 2004 - 3.50 AM - Poem for my Son :

" LEANDRO'S BIRTHDAY "

As Stars shine on
and Lives collide
in the Dark of Night
I sit outside.
My Man inside,
snoring
as he lay
asleep ~ I think of
LEO
and my eyes weep...

A Mother's Heart
can be strong,
but isn't made
of Wood
or Bone
or Steel
or Stone !
It's a
caleidoscopic thing.

And unless
you have
your own
Fruit of the Seed,
you do
not
really
know
what Children need
or
how much
we bleed
after losing
or
how little
we succeed
after failing ~ sometime...

They say
No Pain, No Gain !
Well : Sorrow
is my Name.
Life and I
are to blame...
The question still
left to remain
is

Leandro ~ WHERE
are you
now

?

*

May 2005

Last Night's mo(u)rning Thoughts :

" NO KIDDIN' KIDDO "

My Hair is yellow,
my Brows are black
and my Heart
is blue...
They won't
let me see you !
Too much
lost Love.
You are
so near,
yet
so far...
Dear Son !
My only one :
you are blessed,
you have Youth.
Get back onto
the Path of Truth
and walk it
with me...
I beg you ~ please !
No kiddin' Kiddo.
Don't you know ?
These times
of Silence :
it's a DISEASE
that makes
the Ice
only thicker,
the longer ~ the more.
I just wanna
melt it all
away...
Join me !
Now.
Let's climb
that Glacier
and
CONQUER...
Together ! Again.